Left Wanting More

There's an issue that I've had for years, since the thing that the issue is regarding came into my life and I was aware of it. Friends seemed to talk about it a lot, but oddly I didn't. It's always been something that's a bit of a taboo subject for me. Something I've mostly avoided like the plague, and never really been bothered by... but i have a feeling that for the first time ever it's got under my skin. I do not wish to say what the issue is. A select few people that know me will know what it is without me saying.

And why has it just started to bother me. It's something that was said about it today. A particular word was used to describe it, and suddenly, although it now might never happen, at least not for a while, which strangely bothers me, it seems a bit more appealing. It's just a word, but it made me think of something in a whole new light. Tonight it seems to be keeping me awake, it's bugging me no end, and I don't really understand why or how when it hasn't before. Has one word unlocked something?

It's amazing what one word can do. One little word can make a big big difference to something... anything. I do agree that choosing your words carefully is a good option. Although I think there are some key words that can be used to make things that are "good and nice" better and fandabbydosy.

It's just funny. I am left wanting more of something I've not really wanted much before.