Nor am I who I am.
Confused? I sure am, or am I?
How does one know when they have truly discovered themselves? The journey of discovery is most horrible, it's not easy. It takes time and much effort. When you feel like you are getting somewhere you uncover more things that make you question yourself.
I'm void and empty. I have little to say to anyone anymore....about anything.
It's been reflecting in my blog posts for quite sometime.
I'm completely frustrated in every which way......and I want out!
1 comment:
There is a choice ahead of you and you must make it. Just watching the pieces fall into place is not going to give you satisfaction. However, be warned, too much thinking is a waste of life time!
You seem to be under the impression that every person's identity must be found. People spend years trying to "find themselves" and generally find nothing but an embarassing feeling that they are wasting their time. It's the human nature to seek approval, and ask "Am I ok?"
If there is an inner you, and i think that you think there is, get in touch with it. Sit down with pen and paper, or even just ask out loud, "What is wrong with me" and see what the abyss inside you says. Though you may feel down, empty and unwanted, everyone out there has someone who is thinking about them, and it's probably the person you think least about! (given sod's law). Ask the inner you what is up, write the answers down, and be honest, you can lie to yourself if you wish but it's not the way forward.
Above all else, accept that no one can be 100% all of their time! Times of mental hardship serve to redress the balance, and make the good times better!
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