I refer you...

... to a previous blog post, he who analyses too much misses the point.

Now then, back in September I would say yes, if you analyse everything, you will find that there is more to everything than you think and you are not going to like what you find. Or you will miss the point of what you are reading, watching, listening to. Mum had mentioned this to me while I was talking about happiness. I was telling her that you can't be truly happy unless you have been really really low, suffered that kind of thing. Which the amazingness had mentioned to me early on in our intertwingled lives.

I was thinking about hope. I wondered if I would in fact ruin it by really delving into the word and the thought. Who knows. I'll probably do it though. I found out last night that some things should be analysed. Some things, when analysed make more sense than if they are just taken at face value.

I am reading a book at the moment (yes, it's a surprise to me too) called The Moses Code. I do not know what possessed me to buy it, I just did. I don't even know how I came accross it, but before I knew it I was on amazon buying it. It claims itself to be "The most powerful manifestation tool in the history of the world". Now I don't wish to turn all magical, and simply get everything I ever wanted on a plate. I do wish to work a little to achieve some stuff. I do not wish to posses people either. I know what I want....I made a list of five things that I really really want. The list at this moment in time is not important. Nor is the fact that it's a book of manifestation. I was talking about analysis.

The writer, James F. Twyman, starts the book by going into detail about the story of Moses. Really analysing it, he goes quite in depth. And you know, there is a lot of stuff that I've never been able to pull apart before, because I wouldn't know where to start myself. No doubt I'd pull it about all wrongly. But now I've sat and I've seen how someone else does it, I think to myself, yes I can do that. It's actually really rather simple.

Analysing and interpreting, well this can lead to knowledge, and of course this leads to power. The amazingness has said so plenty of times. I knew he was right from the beginning....theres just some small part of my mind, somewhere alongside that ego that thinks I am worthless, that is always saying no. I'd love to shut my ego up. Because it doesn't believe in me. I am worthy, I deserve to have a moment to use my brain, I deserve to be happy, and mostly I deserve to be free.