Wondering why

i put on my dancing shoes tonight, in fact all day, and danced from the moment I was awake....even in the shower, where I couldn't even hear the music....I do like a dance, and theres nothing like a good dance to bring a bit of life into one's soul....

I went to the local club....ICE....there is only one in this town, it's small, but can be good for a laugh and catching up with people you've not seen for a while....

Funny thing is, this one town where people always know your business, and this is of course spurred on by the likes of Facebook....why I still use this is unbeknown to me, I hate it and everything it stands for!! Anyway, I was highly ungrateful of a reminder of a certain person....I just wanted to dance and be happy for a change, not hear all about someone, how good or not they were in bed, and that someone else still has a thing for them....good for you. Why do people always feel the need to pry into your sex life....am I the only person that believes that there is no discussion on this matter....that it's something thats between two people, and that's how it should stay?!

So I was really proud of myself all day for not contacting them when I had the chance....I'm desperately trying to let recent events blow over, so that there is a chance to rebuild our friendship....so I'm biding my time and waiting....in the mean time I could really do without constant reminders of what I never really had, but always hoped and dreamed for, and want oh so much!!

Are you going to appear in every dream, is something you said going to appear in front of me every single day?!