It's about time...

We all sat down and took a good look at ourselves.

What I mean by this is, nobody really knows what they are really interested in. If they do really know what they are interested in, do they know why they are interested in it? I put it to you that if you think you are interested but have no answer to the question why, then you are actually not that interested. Does that sound a bit odd? It's just my opinion, but I hope you can see my point.

The point is, that nobody knows anything about anyone anymore....nobody shows an interest as the amazingness told me. Even if someone does show and interest, they might not actually be interested at all. No-one can know anything about anyone, because the vast majority of people don't know anything about themselves. If you know nothing about yourself then how can you share yourself with someone?

When people are lost they tend to suddenly delve straight into their "interest" as a form of escape, and can get so entangled in their interest that nothing else matters. A piece of information, a hobby, a person...anything. We all get lost from time to time and while we are concentrating on something other than becoming found, we think we are found. The reality comes about when eventually the question why pops up. The question why that doesn't have an answer. It cannot be "just because". We can do anything and everything "just because", but "just because" is so weak it's uncanny. Have you ever thought what it is about your interest that has made you interested in it. Why it has such a strong hold of you? Why you can think of nothing else but that interest. Why you can happily obsess over that interest for hours?

I don't think I have a real interest. There are things that every so often burn a flame inside me, and let me shine my ever fade light once again. In fact those things there I obsess over...even if they are bad for me....

I've actually now lost track of what I was going to say, so I'll give up for now....I'm easing myself into this blogging lark. Today I suddenly picked up the will to type....