Football: a girly prespective

I have been told that girls aren't passionate about anything to be able to talk about football. Or girls don't know enough about football to talk about it. And it's "obvious" that girls should be quiet at all time while the football is on.

All that nonsense set aside, I am a girly girl, and I like football. I don't know who many of the players are, I don't even know all of those in the team I support. I don't know who plays in what position. when they are all running around the pitch I cannot tell who is a defender, or who is a midfielder, or even who is who. I give myself some credit, I understand the offside rule, and I can tell precisely which man running around the pitch is the ref, and who the goal keeper's are...!!!

BUT

Football fascinates me. And no, it's not because there are lots of men running around, sometimes looking a bit dishy, I'm not a leg watcher. what it is, is that these people, and I say people, because women play too, run around after this object. I cannot get over how quickly they must react all the time, and how wherever they are they know exactly who is free, and precisely where they are, or where they will be.

The other thing about football, is that you can be sat in a room full of people, and you'll have nothing in common, but suddenly someone says something about football, and the whole room at least has an opinion, even if they don't like or follow football.

That's why I like it. The skill, the power and the speed of knowledge these guys have!! And yes, it is mainly guys, women's football...I'm sorry to say it, just isn't quite the same!!

Bet your herbal remidies on this.....

Crap-detecting really isn't my forte....and what alarms me about what this guys says is that there is stuff that's so completely obvious about what's happening in the news everyday, and the less people people react to it, the more easily it can happen....

And I wonder why we don't make a stand...EVER. It's a small handful of people that have this power and control, against how many others. De popularisation just means that there are less people to fight.

But what I don't understand about the de popularisation thing is that if there is a will and a want to de popularise, why the Pope dude doesn't say yes to contraception....this makes less babies....however I suppose it also allows more disease to be spread, and lets face it, most of those in power probably get off on killing innocent people who are just living life and do their daily duties.

Have a look at this video if you wish....



It's worrying really, the extent of things that could happen. I'm not saying it's all true, because it might not be....but if it is....

That's the trouble with everything that's available, how do we know what's truth....I mean all these people talk about things that are going to happen, and the conspiracies behind things, but what if things weren't made to happen the way they have, and just fell into it...

Ok, I'm one of these people that finds it hard to believe that one person can stab another in the back, I don't even like to bitch about people, other than to myself, but what really gets me, is how a hand full of people, can completely do over the general people. But then there's a little something inside me that says....well actually, yes they can!!

It's likely to be deleted

So I thought I'd direct you to this post..... and my comment on the subject, being as it was sort of what I was blogging about at the time I decided to have a look at this post....

You've probably told this before, but how did those bloodlines come about?! How did so few people gradually have so much control?! And how did people start realising this through reading books...and then it all exploded on the internet, and suddenly there are conspiracy theorists all over the place that state all this stuff after having done oodles of research, but how did it all start? That's what I wanno know. I don't think Wikipedia can answer this one.

Even if these blood lines came about from looking at stars, how did a few people think that if this, this and this happens, in many years time we can have a complete control over the masses?! How did it all come about?! I know about secret societies and things, but something must have happened surely?! Does it not give you a headache. I try to ignore what's happening in the news, but sometimes intrigue gets the better of me. And sometimes I watch things on this godforsaken internet thing, and it drives me insane.

Anyway, in response to what you have pointed out, nobody would take a conspiracy theorist seriously unless they had done a LOT of research, and still many don't, but for their claim to have any bit of authenticity, they would have had to have had a lot of real info in their. So yes, their claims can be true. People are that nasty, and there is always someone out to get someone because people are territorial creatures, just as much as animals, but it's just because of "law and order" that nobody notices it. They think we are lovely wonderful civilised people that watch TV, and sit and drool, but there's far more to people than what is thought. We are animals at the end of the day, and I hope this being controlled business backfires big time, because I think it's such a shame to have this unnatural burden placed upon our souls.

Don't meddal with what you do not understand, and people were not made to be understood. People were not made to use toilets, they were made to sh!t and p!ss in the f**king trees, then there was some magic, and the evil of the world was revealed. EVILness and DECEIT....that's all these is to be found, and it'll never change, because in effect we are animals, and it's a dog eat dog world, and like any other creature we are bound to the law of survival of the fittest!!

Maybe I'm talking nonsense, it's just my opinion...But those fuckers that think they have control really bloody make me sick to the back teeth...I'd quite like to poke them in the eye...or, being evil, do something much more sinister!!

What is naural about the life we lead?!

People are not, any longer, natural. Maybe you would argue that it's a "natural" evolutionary process that's brought us to this point, maybe it is, but it's all so unnatural it's uncanny.

I've spent so much time divulging into the philosophies and theories behind our evolution. I've look at religion, and the similarities between so many that are not linked, and I wonder to myself how we got here.

Things make my head hurt. They really do. Things like how somebody was sweeping the floor once and thought, if only I had a sucky tube this would be so much easier, and off to work they got working on their new invention. Also, forget what came first, the chicken or the egg?, the question on my mind is what came first, the can or the can opener?

I just wonder how we got to this point. This point where we drive rather than walk/run and where we text rather than talk.

What really gets me though, is how did paper start creating money?! Where did the IMF come from?! Who on Earth thought it would be a good idea?! And those bloodlines...well how did they come about?! Why did somebody suddenly decide that they would take charge, and suddenly own everyone on the planet?! Oh it makes me so angry. The only part of life that really is natural is the conception of a new being. Unfortunately there is so much about the birth now that is unnatural, that you can hardly say it is natural. I mean, it's ok for someone to help pull the baby out, but to give medication to get your body into labour and what not....does that antelope in the wild fields of Africa get given that...?! Erm, no I don't think she does.

But at the end of the day, fundamentally we are all animals. We are as territorial as any other, and it's ok for a mass of people to fight over one piece of land that may or may not belong to them in the first place, on behalf of one man, but it's not okay for a man to fight and kill a man over a woman like deer.....

You see someone in their wisdom, who I'll refer to as god, as "he" seems to pop up a lot in those religious-type books, decided that to keep people good and nice and lovely and wonderful beautiful people, we should have laws to govern them, and those laws will mean that us great natural beings with natural feelings and natural behaviour patterns natural instincts and natural urges would live so much better together.

I suppose in some ways, yes, we do, but at our own expense. To what expense has this had an effect on people?! The world is full of repressed and repressors. And due to the wonderful great monnetary society we have we now spend our lives living in fear of the big people we owe money to. Nobody talks, nobody trades, they buy buy buy and show off their possessions....and fuel the people that control and destroy the masses.

And there are mental effects on us too. I long to live in a tree house and live off the Earth...funny thing being, is that I'd need money to go and live a natural life. It's not unnatural for animals to build houses and shelter, beavers do it, birds do it, but bricks and cement, made by man, to house man, what's it all about?! We shelter from the rain. Skin is waterproof, and it was made waterproof for a reason. Think about all this mind-numbing entertainment that's available these days, I'm sure, had there been none of this stuff we'd have plenty of things to occupy our time with, something like.....surviving the dog eat dog world. That's why some are born weaker than others. The weaker would be sacrificed, perhaps not intentionally, to ensure the survival of their kind. Look at Zebras and Antelope, they get killed by lions, and it's generally the young or injured that are got, but it allows for the survival of the species.

And then there's the species, that in a natural world, would be our predators, and feeding on us, and yet because we've made some mechanical thing to blast of their heads, it's us who have ensured the almost extinction of their species. In a natural world I'm sure it would be the other way around.

I'm rambling nonsense as usual, but it makes sense to me. I just cannot work out for the life of me how we came to this point. This point whereby we are all screaming out for something more than we have, yet many think they have everything they ever wanted [the playstation/big tv/laptop etc]. The thing is, none of this stuff matters, it's irrelevant. There is an underlying knowledge in people that the way we live, isn't right, and isn't natural.

The customer service illusion

I have been unfortunate enough to work in the customer services department of a large retail company, and have noted ever since a few things about the illusion of "good customer service".

The problem now, with customer service is that PEOPLE are transformed from living breathing creatures with a brain and a personality to dull lifeless ROBOTS. These corporate companies give their staff a script, a script that they must stick to, and god forbid what might happen if they skip a word. Do these companies not acknowledge that not only do the advisers have their own brain, the people on the end of the phone have their own brain too?

People cannot be given scripts to follow, because these scripts do not suit every customer that's on that phone.

I recall having to say sorry to every customer, and repeat what they had told me, so that they "knew I was listening". If I didn't listen, would I be able to resolve the problem? Not without asking a million questions and really irritating the customer right?

If the robot starts the query solving with the words "I'm sorry" not only does it bring the tone of the conversation down, but it puts some customers in the position where they feel the need to say something like "it's ok, I know it's not your fault".

Personally I feel the approach should be made to keep the conversation positive and helpful. So maybe saying something like, ok I'll look into that for you...and yadda yadda yadda, bla bla bla. If the customer service adviser knows anything about people, then they will be able to recognise when sorry is appropriate. The worst part about these "sorry" words, is that the adviser feels uncomfortable saying it, sorry is a difficult thing to say when quite frankly you don't give a sh!t if their nightie arrived in time for their weekend away or not. The customer also senses that it's false, they sense that they are talking to a robot, and not a person.

I don't know which chump thought that a script would be a good idea. People have brains, they have personalities, so my god, let them bloody use it, and stop giving me nonsense info every time I call!!

The great outdoors

I want to go camping. I've wanted to go camping for quite sometime. Something appeals about surviving a night or two in the great outdoors with nature at my side. I want to be in the middle of a field gazing up at the stars and marvelling in all their wonder.

Is it me or is there something truly amazing about the nights sky. And to think a few years ago I wouldn't have even cared, and now I'm waiting for the chance to see it in all it's glory, away from the bright street lights of the town. Just me, a blanket and the stars.

Show me the man who can do all this....

And I'll happily give him a chance....if not, they can all sod right off...expect one of them.....

How to Make a Woman Happy

It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be:
1. a friend
2. a companion
3. a lover
4. a brother
5. a father
6. a master
7. a chef
8. an electrician
9. a carpenter
10. a plumber
11. a mechanic
12. a decorator
13. a stylist
14. a sexologist
15. a gynaecologist
16. a psychologist
17. a pest exterminator
18. a psychiatrist
19. a healer
20. a good listener
21. an organizer
22.... a good father
23. very clean
24. sympathetic
25. athletic
26. warm
27. attentive
28. gallant
29. intelligent
30. funny
31.... creative
32. tender
33. strong
34. understanding
35. tolerant
36. prudent
37. ambitious
38. capable
39. courageous
40. determined
41. true
42. dependable
43. passionate
44. compassionate

WITHOUT FORGETTING TO:

45. give her compliments regularly
46. love shopping!
47. be honest
48. be very rich
49. not stress her out
50 . not look at other girls

AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO:

51. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself
52. give her lots of time, especially time for herself
53. give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes

IT IS VERY IMPORTANT: !

54. Never to forget:
* birthdays
* anniversaries
* arrangements she makes

HOW TO MAKE A MAN HAPPY

1. Show up naked
2. Bring beer

Honestly I don't expect that much to ever come from a man...or a woman for that matter, as humans, we just don't have the mental capacity to be able to do it. I'd be happy with a smile and a cuddle every now and then....just a shame it wont be happening any time soon....!!

Thank goodness we don't all speak one language

Because I swear, if we did I'd end up punching a lot of people right in the nose, or giving them a poke in the eye or a flick on the ear. People don't half talk some nonsense crap, and to be quite honest, I get really annoyed when I walk past people and they are talking about who did what with who and where.

"like...omg...did you hear what she did?!"
"yeah...I know...crazy innit"
"fuck yes...she's well cool"

That kind of nonsense I think is awful. Really, who cares. And why do people insist on talking so loud, like their conversation takes prescience over everyone else's conversation.

It was bliss walking around with a group of 30 French-speaking people. Not understanding a word of what they said. And I remember being quite happy in South Africa listening to people waffling gobbledygook....that's the way the turkey talks after all....I think that Turkey and I will get along just great :) ..... x

What do you really achieve?!

Okay....I'm a student, occasionally I go to university, always I wonder the same thing as I walk in.

What is it with people - girls - that thing going into a lesson is like going into a bloody nightclub. Why do they feel the need to get their best dress and heels on for a lesson?! Is everything now really about pulling....of course that's all that's on the mind of the young at university...pulling and ultimately sex.

I stopped wearing make-up almost 7 weeks ago now, and have sworn only to wear it on the odd night out. I realised that this make-up and dressing up business was always done to impress other people, to make me look more attractive to them, but do you know what I realised. I realised that I hate men...I've always hated men since they became an aspect of my life. They don't have a brain, they are selfish and care about nothing but themselves...and do you know what I put that down to....I put that down to the fact that in whatever capacity, there is always a woman running around for them somewhere.....or a feminine man if they just so happen to be gay!!

So yes, I stopped wearing make-up, I don't have to look good for myself, if my hair looks nice, no matter what my face looks like I feel good. And if I put make-up on when going out I feel like a million dollars!!

I'm not about sex...I don't give one iota, and putting a foot outside the door to me is not a pulling opportunity....I mean really, if you spend hours each morning making yourself feel lovely, then it must take three times that long on a night out for anyone to notice the difference.

I guess it covers up insecurities....afterall, we are told we must look perfect all the time, and I suppose if we don't have hair like Jennifer Ansiton and a body like Beyonce we are not perfect....so technically the planet are full of the most insecure of people, and that's why we cover out bodies with make-up fake tan, and blind me, even bloody clothes. It's tragic....and this is what they call civilization.

I'm not a big fan of civilization!

Making a stew

friend: good luck with your pie
me: it's not a pie it's a stew
friend: stew pie same thing

What does that say to me?? Stewipie...I do miss him muchly.....in fact today I've hd to train myself to write stew and not Stew.....how sad is that!! I want my friend back

Wondering why

i put on my dancing shoes tonight, in fact all day, and danced from the moment I was awake....even in the shower, where I couldn't even hear the music....I do like a dance, and theres nothing like a good dance to bring a bit of life into one's soul....

I went to the local club....ICE....there is only one in this town, it's small, but can be good for a laugh and catching up with people you've not seen for a while....

Funny thing is, this one town where people always know your business, and this is of course spurred on by the likes of Facebook....why I still use this is unbeknown to me, I hate it and everything it stands for!! Anyway, I was highly ungrateful of a reminder of a certain person....I just wanted to dance and be happy for a change, not hear all about someone, how good or not they were in bed, and that someone else still has a thing for them....good for you. Why do people always feel the need to pry into your sex life....am I the only person that believes that there is no discussion on this matter....that it's something thats between two people, and that's how it should stay?!

So I was really proud of myself all day for not contacting them when I had the chance....I'm desperately trying to let recent events blow over, so that there is a chance to rebuild our friendship....so I'm biding my time and waiting....in the mean time I could really do without constant reminders of what I never really had, but always hoped and dreamed for, and want oh so much!!

Are you going to appear in every dream, is something you said going to appear in front of me every single day?!

READ THIS

All I can say, is after what I said previously....

WOW

Chaos, Collapse and Syncronicity

Is it me, or is there some sort of link right there?!

This cosmos thing wont let me forget.....

Or perhaps it's just me....holding on to a memory holding on to that sense of belonging that maybe I never actually felt...

Funny...today I woke up, I read my horoscope, as I do most mornings....it said something about wanting to know where I was from and exploring the culture I am surrounded by....then I read the news....interest rate was dropped, money coming from nowhere to boost the economy....then I check all my feeds to see if anything exciting has appeared....to my surprise, after almost a year the amazingness himself has posted something. In it he talks about the culture of today, and about the economy....

Now while it may seem that they are all rather random, they are linked....because I still notice coincidences/syncronicities/cosmic giggles, and whenever there is one, I smile to myself, I acknowledge it, and I think of the amazingness....

Funny....I was reading a random link the other day, and there was a blogger repeating what the amazingness said a long while ago...about music and how next to nothing comes from the heart in music any more, how it's all about money making. And a few days before that I had a survey pop up on my facebook from MTV of all places, asking what I was interested in, or what I wanted more of or something. That's actually from a recent conversation of ours....I never filled it in...I don't want to be a "mook".

It's inevitable that nothing will let me forget something that I'd quite like to forget....I know that for whatever reason I have learned things over the past two years that I cannot ignore, of course everything goes back to someone, but to me it's all come from one person....

So I promise that I'll never forget, and I'll be vigilant of things that might just come around!!

Paper makes money

That's it, you can make money with a bit of paper...albeit a bit of official looking government type paper.

Interest rates got dropped again today....lowest for about a million years or so...not only that, the BoE are pumping 75billion squiddies and a whole lot more into the economy, thinking it'll give it a bit of a boost...

I read on the BBC News website this morning

Quantitative easing is the process of increasing the amount of money in circulation in an attempt to revive the economy.

While the Bank will initially add £75bn, Chancellor Alistair Darling has given it permission to extend this to up to £150bn.

The idea is that if the amount of money in the system is boosted, commercial banks will find it easier to lend.

Quantitative easing is sometimes incorrectly referred to as printing money, but the Bank will not expand the supply of money by making new banknotes.

Instead, it will buy assets - such as government securities (gilts) and corporate bonds.

So it will just be printing money then....hoorah, glad we have got to the bottom of what bonds are....bits of paper....for the printing on of many more bits of paper. Wow, and like the BoE can just say, "here, have 75 billion".....they can, but it's worth nothing now....I think the amazingness was right...maybe this hyperinflation thing will come about, and perhaps we will be rioting over a loaf of bread....but then they can get rid of the paupers, it'll become a time of survival of the fittest, and that could see the end of you or I....but fear not....it'll only hurt for a little while....besides, you'd be damn lucky to escape from this evil corrupt world....

However, until that day comes, enjoy what small things you have, for it's life's small things that will give you the greatest comfort in the dark times...even if it's just a nice warm cosy duvet :)

Going to going to get happy!!

I am making a massive huge effort to improve myself....

I've been so miserable of late, and to be quite honest it's driving me insane. I don't want to be sad any more. I want my life back. I want any ounce of anything I used to have back....but at the same time I want to keep what I have and be a completely new version of the old me....I want my lust for life back....I had it once, so why not again? And while I have no confidence now, I hope it comes back, and I hope I do get somewhere in life...I hope I do move out before long, get my own place and live life the way I want to live it....most importantly I want to be my own person...I don't want to be used by anyone, or feel like I've been used by anyone ever again....I want to be Ashley of the Byford vairiety....

Of course there will be set backs on the way, but I must make the effort not to slip back into my old ways, the miserable crying one. I've only cried a couple of times in the last almost 6 weeks, and that's because I lost Father....I think I'm doing really bloody well :)

I can miss and I can wish, and I can continue to beat myself up about everything that's gone wrong, and the two special people I've lost recently, but I can also be very grateful that I got to spend time with them both at some point in my life, and while I'll never stop loving either of them....I will be thankful, and our paths may or may not cross again, either in this life or the next, but I am thankful for everything that has happened!!

I'm going back to Leicester this week, and to be honest I wasn't looking forward to it, but now I am...because what reason have I got to stick around here any more?! There was a long time that I have resented Leicester...because I had a friend here, a friend who needed me, and there was a massive obstacle in the way...this distance...but they are ok now, and I don't really see them any more, and while with all the want in the world I'd like nothing more, I cannot keep kidding myself that something might happen....because it wont!! I'm angry with them, I'm very angry with them, but then that's a small part of love, and the rest is so much more!!

Back to the point...I find it very difficult not to get side tracked when I think of a certain someone, but hey-ho...I'm stronger than that, and eventually the longing, the pining and waiting will go away....maybe....

No more hurt and no more upset....because together they make Ashley a very awful selfish, self-centered horrible person, which she is not, and never really has been, or should have been. I will no longer be an alien to myself, and I shall simply be....well, me x

Not what I had planned...but

it was on the cards to write, and the title is apt to my writing, because....

for the past almost 4 years I had a goal. A goal to teach and to travel and I've worked towards that, even though it's been mega difficult....I've still kept going, I still am going because I've got a point to prove, and that's that I'm not entirely useless, lazy or stupid. Ok, I'm quite a lot of those things, but not completely. I do have some drive in me, although minimal!!

I no longer want to teach....if I were to teach I'd become a dictator, I'd restrict the freedom of thought/action of many individuals....I'd even expect them to act, think and talk in a language that isn't their own...how wrong is that?!

I wait for the day that all children are taught is how to read, write and do basic maths. There is a whole world on the internet and it's possible to learn anything....I'd happily be just a facilitator to those people, just give them a nudge of encouragement every now and then, or explain the odd word or two, but I don't want to dictate.....

As many people like to point out to me, teaching is a job that will always be there, which is true when you come to think of how many jobs are disappearing....but I don't want to do it...I will find a job doing something else....I no longer care if I'm pushing paper....all I want is to be out of the house for a few hours each day...giving something back to my parents....and saving up to do a postgraduate course in a years time at my current university....I'm going into cultural events management....and that is what I will do :)

When times stops

I'm no poet, but feel slightly poetic and had a little inspiration since my watch stopped...this will be a work in progress, and I want it to be quite good, so keep following and maybe one day I'll have a masterpiece :)


If it's always five to nine,
Am I late or forever on time?
Do I sleep or wake in these dreams of mine,
Or is every moment I live a false crime?

If I think of you every moment
Is it forever or just an instant?
Do you sleep or wake in those dreams of yours,
Or do you wonder throughout open doors?



More to follow sometime soon :) x

Love the skin that you're in

I think there is too much emphasis on diets these days. Everyone is constantly trying to loose weight, and it's one of the biggest money making businesses there is....why can't people look in the mirror and be happy with what they have?!

I'd like to introduce you to my bum...it's rather large, and I'm not saying that so that people can go "no it isn't", I know that it is. I don't mind, I love my bum, and all it's dimpley bits. I think it's great. People used to take the p because it's so big, but hey...people pay to have big bums these days....so ain't I just the lucky one. Not only is it big, but it's got character with all it's dimples!!

Saying goodbye - He's gone

Something that's been hanging over me for the last couple of weeks is my great grandad's funeral. I was rather emotional last weekend, and obviously such a great loss would bring a person to tears, and hurt in the most awful of ways.

I'd like to say that my Great Grandad "Father" was an amazing character. He was always so happy, full of life, and loved telling stories of years gone by. He spent some time in the army in World War two, and like any typical old man had many war stories to tell. He worked on the buses in London for many many years, and again, told many stories of all the people he saw and met and chatted to. He should have retired to Italy I'm sure of it. Always walking around doing his very best Itallian....he was the life and soul of any family party or get together, and today was no exception, everyone had so many memories to share....I only wish he was still here with us....I say that, but he lives one through us, and therefore he wont be forgotten...at least not for a while :)

The vicar at the ceremony read this poem, which spoke to me instantly, and while writing this I feel very tearful...I know I feel tearful for the right reasons....

HE'S GONE

You can shed tears that he is gone,
Or you can smile because he lived,

You can close your eyes and pray that he will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that he has left.

Your heart can be empty because you can't see him,
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,

You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.

You can remember him and only that he is gone,
Or you can cherish his memory and let it live on,

You can cry and close your mind; be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what he would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

I think the poem is very apt. And I shall remember it forever. I'm not sure who wrote it, but it makes you realise that it's not the end.

There are things I wish he could have been around for. He was so proud of me for going to university, and he wanted nothing more than to see me graduate. So that I will, and it'll be thoughts of him that will keep me going. I also know that if Nanny Peg was still with us she'd be the same. They'd have loved to have seen me bring a child into the world too....I felt guilty for a while today because on reading the names of the close relatives the Vicar stopped at my brother...I felt in some way that the list should have continued along to "and great great grand-father to ...........". I've never felt guilty before for not wanting children, but thinking about it, my blood runs along to some child somewhere....or will do. I just don't want to be responsible for another person, particularly with my views of the world!!

Onwards and upwards I suppose. Lost, but not gone, and never forgotten. Always fondly remembered....and it's no longer about thinking of the things I didn't do and didn't know....it's about the things we did do and share and all the memories that are embedded deep within our hearts :) x

Dictator of the "free" world...

So you think you're free?!

Hah!! Think again!!


That's what we're told. Told we are free. How many times have you heard someone say "it's a free country, I'll do what I like"? I'll bet you'd be a millionaire by now if you received some pennies each time you heard it....but alas, it's a dream, a falacy of something that's meant to be, but never ever has been.

Since the dawn of man there has been a hierarchy, and everyones been pitted against eachother for one reason, and one reason alone....to survive. Rituals have been held, and things presented to gods that ruled over the little people. They did things to please the gods, if the gods were happy, then they'd be safe.

Now, it's just the same, but we don't do it in such a bloody sacrificial way. Governments and laws govern the way we run our lives. They tell us what we can do, what we can't do. What me must learn, what we should learn, and what we should never be told. If you do as you are told, then you can live a perfectly happy life....but is it happy?! You can only be truly happy if you are truly free to do as you so please...I don't believe in a society such as those that exist around the world this can ever be. There is far to much repression. There is no freedom of action, no freedom of speech.

But you may think that your mind is free....your mind is far from free. In fact it's further away from free than anything else. Your thoughts are generated from a media outlet, such as TV, radio, newspaper, books....any of the rest of it....what you hear from these outlets determines what you will think about something....and yes, your opinion might be different from the next persons, and fro the next, but you are still fed information, that is often very false, or very stretched and far from the truth.

Nothing is free....there are too many dictators and dictated....and I think, or something has lead me to believe that I think, that it cannot now be undone!